Gue lagi seneng campur sedih soalnya temen gue ada yg mau for good balik ke indo. Hix. Gue yakin Anggi pasti kenal. Rico, gi, Rico. Gue telp dia kemaren n dia bilang dia mau balik ke sini hari jumat, disini 1 minggu, trus abis itu dia mo ke kuala lumpur trus langsung ke jakarta 4 good. Bt ga seh? Banyak bgt lagi anak Grj yg mau 4 good. Pasti bakalan sepi bgt neh. Hayaaa..... Hix. Sedih. Tapi seneng juga seh kemaren uda ngobrol 2 jeman gitu. He3. Uda dulu ah. Mo pulang. Laperrrrrrr......
Uncertain
It has been a good minute since the last post, hasn't it? Everyone else is moving with their lives, some of them away from myself. That's not necessarily bad. Some bridges needed burning. Some friendships needed breaking. Some people need growing. So where do I fall? I am stationary. No, silly, not pencils, erasers and clicky things that smell nice. I'm still, although I move daily. There are things that are improving, like the size of my belly and the amount of energy I feel I have. There is more freedom, even in this small space. I have new... should I call them acquaintances? We're not friends. Connections? Maybe that's a more suitable word. We do little else but fuck, so seems too much to put any effort in worrying about it. And I finally did it. I am strawberry blonde on a good day, darker brown with highlights on others. Then there's the silence. I have so much of it. An abundance of quiet to share. The biggest uncertainty comes from the fear that I a
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