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Wednesday, October 27, 2004

I'm a Pisces Chick


She likes to be in a dream world than to be in reality. She is weak and sensitive when it's come to "Love". She can cry if her best friend is breaking up, and she can be over excited when her friend gets a new boy friend who is a good looking and rich even it is nothing concerned her at all. You might be surprise to see that she is shy just because she is in love. More or less it will be in Pisces woman. She loves small animal and gifted in training animals. She has sixth senses and she can guess what will happen next, it's her nature. Even she has a good sixth senses, she can not pick or foreseen her own choice of lover. She can not tell if she meet a sincere guy or an one-night stand guy. She likes to buy and pick her own cloths. She likes to dress cute and be cute. Pisces woman tend to be a good looking woman and she has a nice skin. Her hands and feet are small and soft. Pisces woman loves to shop for shoes as if she collects them. She is a hot lady that everyone wants her. Whether she has a man in her life or not, she will never try to over-power any man. It's not even in her thought. She thinks man can handle things better, and she will make her man feel that way. She is an easy going person, so being with her is easy. She is a confident woman and likes to make people who stay with her happy. She knows how to please and how to comfort a man. If something is wrong, she will try to make other people belief that it's must be because of someone else, not because of her love one. She will not push her man to be ambition but to make him feel like he should be happy with the way he is now. She is happy with you for what you are now.

A Pisces woman, if she has a bad childhood, she will always remember it and it will make her a very unhappy person. She will pity herself and feel sorry for herself. She tends to hurt herself with out knowing it and so vulnerable to drugs (real drugs or just sleeping pills). She has many choices and you can never tell which path she going to take. If you love her, then hold her tight because she never knows why she did what she did or what she will do next.

A complex character. You may think she is a shy innocent type and can not hurt anyone, then you are wrong. You might think she is a fragile person who needs protection, wrong again. She has been through a lot, a tough cookie. She is a dreamer and love. The word "Love", so she is the type who will buy gift for anyone for any occasion, especially if it is a gift for wedding or an anniversary even for someone who she does not know so well. Be very careful if fall in love with Pisces woman. She can be a total different person before and after. She can be an angle before and later a witch, but everyone is not perfect, right? She will be soft and gentle most of the time, so not to worry. She is emotional and extremely sensitive when she frequently got hurt. She is the type who can cry her heart out. She can have a secret fear inside, when she says she does not need anyone. She badly needs someone to protect her, but sometimes she can hide that feeling by being stubborn. She likes to hide her shyness and her weakness from her enemy. She does not like to follow any fixed rules. She can be a good housewife if you know how to handle her. Many men will ask to marry her because she is a 100% woman. If she wants to be sweet, she is a real angel.

Well, there you go. For y'all who really knows me (especially you), am I really like that?


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Wednesday, October 20, 2004

I'm a little behind

No actually, I'm a LOT behind. Hehehe... tadinya gue rajin banget apdet tapi koq sekarang kayanya mandeg. Ngga tau juga deh. Yg jelas final exam gue mulai tanggal 9 November. Wismilak people!

Gue mulai mengkontemplasi kemungkinan gue ngga lulus taon pertama. Kemungkinan sudah diajukan ke muka "sponsor" dan dia bilang..... ya sudah. Jadi, ............... ya sudah.

7 menit lagi gue off. Mau belajar buat quiz jam 3 nanti. Gue belum belajar sama sekali. I've been busy.

Geraham gue sakit. Bete.

Ada sesuatu yg ngeganjel. Baru baca sesuatu, dan sekarang gue sebel. Ngga tau kenapa. Harusnya udah ngga sebel. Harusnya udah cuek. Berapa kali ngingetin diri kalo gue udah ngga peduli lagi. Tapi koq..... jari" ini masih lemes? Perut masih loncat ke kerongkongan waktu tahu, masih........ sakit? Kayanya gue harus berhenti ngarep. Toh, itu salah gue juga. Be happy with what you've got. (Sayang, jangan tanya aku kenapa. Itu pertanyaan yg aku yakin kamu ngga mau aku jawab. Okay? Aku minta link kamu yg baru. Yg kamu kasih waktu itu lead ke page orang laen)

To whom it may concern,
I WANT MY PICTURES BACK. ALL OF THEM! Thank you. Selamat puasa.

Masih berat.... duh, gimana cara lupainnya ya?

We are creatures of habit. I tend to keep the bad ones and not develop the good ones. In short... I'm stupid.

Udahlah. Gue capek. Akhir" ini gue terlalu sering capek. Gue masih nyari orang yg bisa pijet hati. Ada yg mau?

I wish I was a blank piece of paper that you could write on all over again. There are already too many scribbles I don't even know what they say anymore. Too many words, too many pictures, too many languages I don't understand. Stop writing all over me. Stop blooding me. I want to start over. I want to be reborn.


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Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Koq.... tambah males ya???

Koq gue males banget ya? Males posting gituh. Kayanya.... ngga ngalir aja. Ngga kaya dulu. Sekali posting bisa ajegilebanyakbangeteuyideguegaabisabis. Tapi sekarang..... gersang.

Well..... ini something I came up with tadi malem, waktu nyoba untuk pertama kalinya renungan malam pake Alkitab.

"Come to God and be honest to Him"

Kata gue...
"Conciousness eliminates honesty"

Lahh.... emang gue ngga ditakdirkan untuk renungan malam.

Doa gue...
"God. If You really wanna do something, do it while I'm not aware. Therefore I won't forget to say thanks. Aaaaameeeennnnn"

On another note:
Kata mamah kata mamah kata mamah kata mamah.....
jangan pacaran duluuuuuuuuuuuu.....



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Wednesday, October 06, 2004

The morning I cried

They took away my sunshine,
obscured my piece of sky...
and I cried.

I looked at myself in the mirror and pitied what I saw. I was pale, a blank piece of paper with a face drawn into it and puffed eyes. A messy mat of hair stuck to the top. I watched the color seep into the tops of my cheekbones, but everything else stayed pallid. The lips are always red, due to excessive biting.

I contemplated smiling into the mirror, and decided.
I wont be smiling today, but you won't notice me anyway.


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Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Koq males banget ya?

Hmm... ngga tau kenapa, tapi koq kayanya akhir" ini semua yg gue kerjain didasari rasa malas. Gue baru aja ngelaluin 2 minggu liburan. Well... sebenernya sih study break, yg artinya saat break gue harus study. Tapi entah kenapa dan bagaimana gue berhasil meyakinkan temen gue bahwa arti dari study break adalah break dari study, jadi jangan belajar! Which is yg gue lakukan (atau tidak lakukan) dalam liburan a.k.a. study break ini. Hehehe... Hidup pyro! Bohongin terus anak" itu! Sapa tau nanti loe bisa lulus dengan predikat tukang tipu. Gue dukung!!!

Gue ngga ngerti kenapa gue tulis itu tadi....

Well anyway, gue nyelesain beberapa hal 2 minggu terakhir. Gue bayar tagihan", protes soal tagihan telefon yg 10x lipat seharusnya (gila kan?), gue udah selesai semua visit" gue ke dokter, tapi masiiiiih aja ada yg belon selesai. Gue ngga ngerti. Sekali ngga ada kerjaan bener" sante sante kaye di pante, tapi sekali ada kerjaan semuaaaa numpuk. Apa itu karena emang gue tunda" ampe numpuk ya? Yah, pertanyaan terjawab. I'm a helpless procrastinator. So sue me! Intinya masih banyak yg harus gue selesaiin dalam tempo yg sesingkat"nya. Doain gue survive. Gue butuh banget! Especially buat quiz yg bakal nongol hari Jumat ini. Gue belon belajar sama sekali!!!

Dan disinilah gue, duduk di lab komputer medicine. Gue baru pulang kerja tadi malem jam 10 lewat dan gue minta didrop disini untuk nginep. Yak sodara" gue nginep di lab komputer dengan sukses dan selamat. Gue pengen ngeprint tapi ternyata printer error. Jadilah gue bengong sambil cetting dengan manusia" ngga jelas dari berbagai penjuru. Satu orang especially nyoba ketemuan sama gue nawarin nganter gue pulang dengan catetan: SEX! atau BlowJob. Tidak terima kasiiiih. Saya cukup tidur di sini saja. Saya tidak minat membiarkan anda masuk" celana saya. Cuih! Tak sudi! Yah memang temen" gue aneh". Gitu deeeeeeh *abege style*

Kemaren nonton Mad About You. Damn gue cinta banget serial itu. Ada yg tau ngga dimana bisa beli seluruh seasonnya? Gue cinta mati sumpah! Toloooong bgt kasih tau gue. Gue bersedia ngapain aja asal sesuai dengan aturan agama gue *hayoo loooohhh*. Please banget ya. Please please pleaaaseee....

Gue ngga tau tampang gue ini udah kaya gimana. Liat deh nanti gimana reaksi temen gue pas liat gue. Senyum terpesona atau pingsan mulut bebusa. Yah... susah jadi anak kuliahan, apalagi anak kuliahan yg males.

Ngomong", kalo ada yg sudi ngobs ma gue, add MSN gue dong. Despret nih. Gue sangat" butuh orang yg bisa diajak ngomong asik, ngga cuma bla bla bla shitz fulla crud. Okay? Sip deh. Smart conversations preferred.

Gue ngeloyor dulu ya. Gue lagi pengen banget makan mufin choc chip dan kopi panas. 1/2 jam lagi cafe buka. Cetting duluuuuuw!


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