G td pg umat. Lumayan susa. G ga tau d. He3. Pd2 aj. Padahal ga yakin. Ampir telat lg. Siaul. Gara2...bodo ah, males bahasnya. Ntar lg chem. Reaxi redox. Ga ngerti d g. Uda dulu ah.

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