Untuk Sang morfin[is]

(him
>>> me)

hey you..
i think you're right. i believe you now..
i think codaine, procodaine, prozac or even paracetamol are addictive.

>>> i told you. why didn't you believe me? you're addicted now aren't you?

apalagi morphine.

>>> apalagi morphine!!!

well,..
sebagai drug dealer, kayanya elo punya stock yang cukup melimpah untuk semua itu. tapi sayang, syaratnya terlalu berat.. :(

>>> stock so far masih banyak. syaratnya ngga berat kok. all you have to do is say the magic word, be in the right place at the right time, dan loe akan dapet that morphine you're addicted on. gampang kan? *big grin on face*

gue harus korban kerjaan, korban perasaan, korban kesehatan dan korban-korban segala yang lainnya kalo gue mau salah satu dari barang dagangan itu. tapi sial. enak, sih! gue mau ga mau jadi agak terjerumus..

>>> hey, if you want pleasure, you have to be ready to make sacrifices. but of course, itu keputusan elo. kalo memang mau, pasti bisa tahan diri. sayang, itulah susahnya orang yg udah kecanduan. susah berhenti, susah nolak, apalagi kalo udah digodain...

damn!
vodka? absolut vodka? sky vodka? mudshake? baileys? smirnoff? chivas regal?
not to mention paracetamol(s) and morphine?

>>> you want them as well? ada 1 botol sky vodka in my room just sitting on the table beside my bed. there's morphine in the drawer just waiting for you to say the word. want?

arrggh! dammit!
okay, i'll say the magic word!
just gimme the morphine, NOW!! i becoming addicted!
and dying out here..

>>> there you go. doesn't that feel better? you got what you want. that was all you had to say. easy right? there... there... you know i'm always nice to you. i'm always here you know. just say the word... *wink*. btw, i told you i'm a great teaser. i can't help being so addictive *plays with hair*...

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