Gue lagi seneng campur sedih soalnya temen gue ada yg mau for good balik ke indo. Hix. Gue yakin Anggi pasti kenal. Rico, gi, Rico. Gue telp dia kemaren n dia bilang dia mau balik ke sini hari jumat, disini 1 minggu, trus abis itu dia mo ke kuala lumpur trus langsung ke jakarta 4 good. Bt ga seh? Banyak bgt lagi anak Grj yg mau 4 good. Pasti bakalan sepi bgt neh. Hayaaa..... Hix. Sedih. Tapi seneng juga seh kemaren uda ngobrol 2 jeman gitu. He3. Uda dulu ah. Mo pulang. Laperrrrrrr......
Sad.
She still loves him. She keeps his pictures in a secret folder in her computer, and in the deepest darkest corners of her heart. She avoids any conversation that involves him and things that remind her of him, but she listens to his songs and secretly finds out about him from the little frail channels that she keeps just to maintain a piece of him in her life. She looks for new men, but searches for him inside every one of them. She refuses to begin a new relationship because she’s saving herself for him, and she’s still hoping he will return. She’s still hoping he will change. That he realized he’s made a mistake and that she is the one he really needs. She still believes in that happy ending. She looks for his perfume in every particle of air she breathes, and cries when she finds it. She remembers their good times and forgets that blade still cutting her heart in little pieces. She loves the memory of him and that makes his betrayal all right, normal. She says she is over him but sh...
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